When The Last Teardrops Falls

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be

When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
When I was meant to walk these streets alone
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby

Best Friend - Jason Chen

Do you remember when I said I'd always be there.
Ever since we were ten, baby.
When we were out on the playground playing pretend.
Didn't know it back then.

Now I realize you were the only one
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
Back when we were so innocent

I pray for all your love  
Boy our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you, somebody pinch me
This is something like a movie
And I dont know how it ends boy
But I fell in love with my Best Friend
Through all the girls that came by
And all the nights that you'd cry.
Boy I was there right by your side.
How could I tell you I loved you
When you were so happy
With some other girl?

Now I realize you were the only one
It's never too late to show it.
Grow old together,
Have feelings we had before
When we were so innocent.


I know it sounds crazy
That you'd be my baby.
 Boy you mean that much to me.

And nothing compares when
We're lighter than air and
We don't wanna come back down.

And I don't wanna ruin what we have
Love is so unpredictable.

But it's the risk that I'm taking, hoping, praying
You'd fall in love with your best friend


I remember when I said I'd always be there
Ever since we were ten baby.

The pieces don't fit anymore

Hari sabtu harusnya jadi hari yang paling ditunggu-tunggu semua pelajar, nggak terkecuali gue. Tapi nggak untuk minggu kemarin. Sekolah lagi alay banget sampe-sampe sabtu pun masih ada UTS.
Rasanya bangun pagi di hari sabtu itu...... hhhhh I can't even remember how was that feel.
Oke setelah mengerjakan soal-soal UTS yang menggila, penderitaan belum berhenti disitu. Kenapa? Ya, karna LIA. Anak berbakti banget nggak sih gue? :")
Selesai LIA ceritanya mau refreshing, datenglah ke rumah Luti. Pas lagi hahahihi tiba tiba Sella ngeliat hapenya dan muka nya berubah panik. I was having a bad feeling anyway. Dan ternyata bener, He-who-mustn't-be-named itu sms Sella bahwa nyokapnya kecelakaan. Deg, badan gue rasanya kayak gak ada tulang. Lemes banget, gila. Tapi gue berusaha kalem, sok gak peduli padahal mah rasanya udah mau naik ojek aja tuh ke bekasi timur regensi *eh
Terus gak beberapa lama, dia bilang nyokapnya gapapa and he thanked us for our supports. Rasanya lega selega-leganya kayak baru pipis. Oke lanjut.
I was decided to text him as a support, layaknya temen aja gimana sih. And, unexpectedly, kita ngobrol banyak selama 3 hari in a row. Nggak paham juga deh tuh kenapa bisa. And my mistake, i was too naive. Terakhir gue sms untuk sekedar nyemangatin aja gak dibales. Oke itu masih kalem. Mention di twitter lebih gak dilirik. Oke itu udah susah kalem. Hari senin pagi dia bilang dia sakit dan belum sarapan. Dan gue dengan paniknya langsung cabut ke sekolah pagi-pagi buta, cuma buat apa? Iya, buat sekedar ngasih dia sarapan supaya nggak tepar pas UAS. And I've just realized that I do still care a lot about him more than he could know.
Usaha untuk lebih baik........udah. Buang gengsi jauh-jauh......udah. Ngomong baik-baik......udah. Hasilnya? nihil. Then, i feel so stupid for thinking you've been so much better.

Selesai. Nggak perlu ada lagi usaha apapun karna emang nggak ada yang tersisa. The only thing left is this pain. At least, it reminds me that you were real. Semuanya sekarang terlihat useless dan sampah banget ya.  Apapun yang gue lakuin pasti ujungnya sama, nggak lebih dari sekedar air mata. And yes, the pieces just don't fit here anymore.

"Some people come into our life and quickly go. 

Some stay and leave a big footprints, and we are never ever the same"

The hardest thing to do after your real leaving is holding back these tears, Diy.